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1: Example it with family фото time. My mom said okay, everyone, get close биг бразер, стендин, зе метал, май бразер, степ, форвард, лайк, a hi.

2: ROE and the baby фронт роу райт хир май литл систер смайлд лайк a princess and me i clear my front where do айс.

3: Stand my mum looked me for have секенд, оо just stand энивер свити.

4: Any were so i moved a little left, then my dad said no, no not there youre blocking your brother so i moved a little.

5: Then my mom said, not the river you blocking the baby.

6: And in the moment i realized something in my family, i wasnt a main корректер, ай воз бэкграунд лайк a lamp ай смайл.

7: Anyway because металл children learn this early you smile, even when you feel for gone and за was the moment i n this story.

8: About my brother and lt ввозе эбаут, май систер, ит воз эбаут ми, the extra персон энд траст ми, бин, the metal, child, it.

9: Gets worse.

10: Let me интруд my family there are five of us, my mom my dad, my older brother, my little sister, and me.

11: My older brother, is the perfect one he gets good grades, he wakes up early this out, being asked he fold is closed like his in коммершл хи из.

12: Always, органайз, олвейс, пропед олвейс э хэд май перент, сей лук ит у brothers, here, so, responsible, ивен Хиз.

13: Back looks perfect зиппер, стрейт бокс lined up no random papers not even a broken pen then there's май.

14: Little sister, she is cute funny and fall of energy that kind of energy that makes the whole house fell лауд ИНН э гудвэй, ши кэн мейк.

15: Mass in two minutes and everyone still loves she спилс juice and its adorable ши брейкс э той and its упс ши скримс фо но.

16: Reason and somehow it becomes a family joke my перенс сей, а she still little she doesn't mean, it let her be so he.

17: Pride and she's the sunshine, and then there's ми im not the example and im not the baby im.

18: Just in the metal all the off to help young enough to be ignored sometimes i feel like everyone has a role in the family эксепт.

19: Me this is where my story begins Ван оф the hardest things about being the metal child is the.

20: At home i hear things like why can you be more like your brother плиз хелп, её little sister my brother, is the example, май.

21: Sister is the one, who needs help and me im somewhere in between if i make a mistake it feels биг иф.

22: My brother makes me стейк пипл сэй Хиз таед Хиз стрест хи хэз э лот гоуинг, он iv my little sister, makes in a стейк пипл смайл.

23: And say she still young she doesn't know better, but then i make a mistake вай дед, you do that sometimes i try so ха.

24: Really hard, i clean my room i finish my homework i stay quiet i help at home, but still it feels like no.

25: No disease not because my family is bad, they love me, i know they do but love and detention, а not always the same thing and.

26: Some days i don't feel headed, i just feel ансин зат филинг стейт виз ми фор лонг тайм энд зен.

27: Else старит хаппенинг.

28: One day at school самфинг ан экспектед, хэпенд, аур тичер, вокт ИНН ту the class room with that serious but.

29: Kind that means something big is coming next week, we will have he speaking контест спикинг, контест, май бразер, виз гуд.

30: At exams топ скорс, перфект answers my little sister with good he getting attention ши диднт, even try it just happened.

31: But me i wasnt sure what i was good at at first i wanted to stay quiet мейби иф ай диднт волен тир ай вводен хэв ту.

32: Stand out i start, i probably make a mistake, i probably forget my words my voice, will probably шейк энд.

33: If i mess up i want just эмбере, май селф, ай конформ, вот l all ready белив, зат, айм джаст, average.

34: But then something strange happened, my teacher look directly at me, not passed me not through me, at me you.

35: You have a strong voice, no one had ever said that to me before a strong voice not helpful нот квайет нот респонсибл Строн.

36: I kept thinking about those words all day on the bus ride home well doing homework, while helping my sister what if she was wrong, what if she wasnt.

37: So that might instead of стейн инвизибл ай клоуз, май бедрум, дор энд ай практис эген энд эген энд эген а first i whispered.

38: Like, i was a фрейд someone with here than i студён фрон оф the мир yes, i актив лайк l was already on stage i emerging Брейт лайт.

39: Big audience пипл лининг, форвард ту лисён ит фел, сели, бат ит, олсоу, фелл, эксайтинг.

40: On the day of the contest май хэнс вор шейкинг, май харт, виз битинг соу фаст ай фат эвриван куд хирит май масел, драй май лэгс.

41: Weak ai омостка ай омостка Ван эскоу ферст ай омостка овер каредж.

42: But then i remembered my teachers вордс ю хэв a strong voice, so i stood up every step to the fan of the classroom тел хэви батай.

43: Kept working i токе и press and i started speaking at first my voice with small пёрли эбав виспер бат ай диднт стоп зен.

44: He became stronger клиер steady and for the first time in a long time people were really listening to me, not looking past me not.

45: Waiting for someone else to так, лисенинг на because i was the oldest known, because i was the youngest, but because i with me because the

46: Wine because the voice with mine when i финишт зе рум виз квае, фо Ван секонд, зе лонгест, секонд оф май лайф зен.

47: Everyone club i can still remember that sound it fell like someone finally, сомми, за day i didnt become.

48: Different person, but i started seeing my self, дифферент ли and not with the beginning of everything.

49: Автор the day something changed inside my my family, this still the same family my brother with still responsible my sister. We still the cure, Ван бат.

50: I stop looking at май селф тру the rolls i started asking a new question not why am i not like them, but what is special about?

51: Me and little by little, i found the answer i was the one, who could adapt i could talk to both of them i could understand different moods ай куд сов. Смо.

52: Problems i was the bridge in the family, i wasnt in visible hai виз импотент ИНН. A different way one evening, we were sitting together at donner.

53: My sister нидид хелп, with homework, my brother, this busy so i help Тёр this time not because someone hold me too bad because i wanted to my.

54: Dad looked me and said you, эксплон sings. Very well, it with a simple sentence but to me eat ментал, лат. Зен май, мам смайлд, энд сэд ю.

55: A very пишен виз *** l dont know why, but i most крайд нот бикоз ай vsdx ай фелл син мейби зей олвейс лав ми.

56: B they always needed me, but now i could файли Фил ит энд мор портели i could feel my own well, you i was not форган Ван ай воз.

57: Metal child and i with learning how to use my voice.

58: By the end of that year, i understand something, импортент бин ин зе метал dead, not mine, i had no place, it meant i had my own place.