0: I need you to hear this before you make a decision that can not be han dawn i knew you my words from me, i know that maybe it you that is already learned how to live without my messages without my presents визаут вандер i will finely сэй, вот i should set a long time ago, but.
1: Im not ричинг аут эм о being along i am reaching out, because i am afraid of using something that i may never find again, and the Хардинг фо ми ту a meat is that i spend so much of my life believing that losing things with just пор прогресс i i move or my soul.
2: I work to way from things that no longer work, i convinced myself that every ending was simply the beginning of something else, but then you came in to my life and suddenly i discovered that a somethings зет кэн ат би реплейс, сам пипл, кэн ат би реплейс, сам моментс, кэн ат би recreated энд, сам филингс.
3: Right so quietly that you do not the importance, and till you feel that slipping away i wonder if you ever with me dude you ever looked её message from me and take before opening it because you afraid of what you might feel дуд, ю эвер, окей, вен ю.
4: Экшли waiting for me to say the one thing that could make everything дифферент бикоз ай нид ю too no something i was not always сайлент ай дид нот кер самтаймс ай воз сайлент бикоз ай кер ту мач sometimes the things that matter most the things we become the most afraid to touch you see people think.
5: Comes from losing something with love, but sometimes фир, камс, Фром, айзинг ви finely, а something in and that was may conflict with you, i was not a фрейд оф лавинг ю l was a фрейд оф вот лавинг ю вуд реквайр Фром ми бикоз, риал лав из not just сейнт, бьютифул вордс, вен эврисин.
6: Izi real love is standing in front of another person with all your weakness is explore, and accept that they now have the power to hurt you that is a террафан place for someone who эспен с learning how to protect им селф. Ай нью хэ э хэнд Прешер, ай нью хэд фейс, кризисиз энд и i ne.
7: You that sentence её хэве зен энни челлендж, ай эвер Фейст бикоз нидинг самван минс эксепт зет ю а no longer комплитли ИНН контрол энд ай эспен май a life, trying to control outcomes эксепт виз ю виз ю Афин во продикти э симпл конверсейшен виз ю.
8: Май тай дэй э смол момент, оф кайн Фром, ю куд стэй ин май майнд фо вик энд then you became дистант, ай дискавер, something, i never expect it silence, can be learn any argument i would tell myself, not to think about it, i would tell myself that maybe time in maybe дистанс.
9: Make things clearer мейби ай q. Конвинс майселф, вот i fell was темперери бат эвритайм, ай трай ту move forward, Самсин, инсайд ми Кайли, аск зе сейм вот if you are walking away from the person you are so the white fore, and that can has for me long, then i want to eat meat.
10: I know think i shoot a спок ИНН Сунер мейби ю а right maybe i wait, it too long мейби ай белив зет вот олвейс би а chance to explain myself but life teach из you something фул нот эври до стейс опен ю файнд зе ту волк тру it sometimes you.
11: Do it has already start it closing and that is where im standing now in the eye and the person i wish i have been in the words i said and the worlds i твин зе possibility of us and the reality that maybe i wait too long tell me something, have you ever love сам.
12: Who made you feel safe and afraid at the same time someone who felt like home, but also felt like the Бигас риск the taking о that is what you became for me, you were never just someone, i want it, beside me, you became some one, who challenge the way, i understand myself you made me.
13: Access my anything, if you have no one to se the quiet moments with you made me a being strong all the time is экшели стринг оо самтаймс, стринги хэвин зе корридж, ту сэй ай эм. And i id not of the future not of love you someone, who must чоу ю сам.
14: Who almost sounds the courage to say everything when its still матёр из the fat i can not escape мост из a painful ворлд олмост и something real мост с chance олмост минс ту пипл вер Клоус н аф ту тач самсинг бьютифул бат сами лет it slipped away and i.
15: Not one story to become a mouth, i do not want to become a memory that i from now, so i am here trying to do son, i should эв дон и i am trying to stop и behind эксплорейшен айэм траинг ту стап претендинг.
16: Everything is love is never been a problem to soul, is a truth to accept, and the truth is a b miss you not just your voice, not just н i miss the of my self that existed вен iii new user, the version of me, that love differently see when of me that Луфт.
17: Two moments, бикоз зей во орденаи. Moments with you. Do you know how that is to meet someone who can make the soul feel important a conversation a silent a simple look a moment? Where nothing экстродент бат сам ха, you remember it forever that is what i?
18: А with you, and that is why this is so difficult из walking away from someone hurts, you is one bad walking away from someone who or something beautiful in your life is another kind of pain, i have spent a lot of time asking myself that i should leave this in the past, в i should accept that maybe.
19: Timing this wrong maybe секс во ронг мейби ви вор ту пипл ху её, but not find the right way to hawaii and maybe we'll be easy мэйби ле гоу вот b izi и i still hope, but there's something i сами.
20: Quietly i did not know в bring closer or push you away i have told you the real and i need you to vi state сайлент ит воз нот из i have to say a конфетти дистанс ноу хайдинг бихайнд с. Understanding бикоз.
21: Truth do not simply explain the past they change the future and i was a фрейд оф вот the future would look like i was a фрейд ю в hear my truth, and decide that he came to late i was a фрейд, ю вуд лук at everything we shared and say why now and анесли ай вуд нот ноу хау не that without meeting самфин.
22: Painful that sometimes people realize the value of a moment only when they feel it диссипированной виш ай андерстенд Сунер, ай виш ай хэд нот вейтид и tool the possibility of losing you became real before, i finally stop running from what i felt bad here is the квэсчен.
23: Keeps me, a fake, if someone finds the to tell you the truth after making me, styx ду you believe that do do you believe some moments, Ван ласт шуд стэй ласт, форевер, бикоз за is the place, i right now not knowing in the
24: Something meaningful о something, i у project, id, and the heart i still do not know this i only know that i could not let this moment past визау Телин ю. Зет ю фрейд ю confused you me?
25: Even when i did not know have to show it and maybe that is the most painful тру о all sometimes love is not lost it was not real самтаймс лав из lost because two people were фрейд ит the same time and i need to tell you what happened during the moment i almost конвинс май селф ту вок эвей форевер.
26: И almost конвенс май селф ту вок эвэй, форевер фо момент, ливинг и the truth i have is a light when i see reality you and in from my phone, a writing the words that were burning inside me, i told my self.
27: The more else i will be fine without мейби ю эс сами силер эбаут ми мейби ю э space war my presents юс ту би энд толд ерселф мейби у the smile without н explanation Фром, ми мейби, ю. Стоп чекино.
28: That never came and if that is true, then your part of me is happy for you, but another part of me из heart broken i knew i how to live without me, i know there is a difference being н. And being of coming back in to the line Миссинг самван из in emotion би.
29: Responsibility and i do not come with only филинг филинг изи все i miss you that real love demands море регре рил лав ас дификалт квэн ю виллинг ту чейндж со the same pain is not happen again.
30: And that question has forced me to look it my self and waves i avoided фо с cause the hard person to face is not the person who live you it is the person you see when you finally you were the reason, самван её ellen l. В repley моментс ин май майнд конверсейшенс в i listen more момент.
31: Он и distant times when you needed when and i give you silent таймс, вен ю нид ит май харт энд ай гив ю and exploration and maybe that was my grey стейк hai, Савин проблемс виз зе сейм из андерстендинг, эмоушенс айс провайдинг, рс воз.
32: Сейм провайдинг комфорт бат ю а, never as me to fix everything you me to be you me to choose you even me to stop и behind me feel full and ill show you the frayed ту ревилл май.
33: Volbeat телл ми самсинг how many times do you pretend you, ok б ю си ниди хау мэни таймс, дед ю сайлентс, юрон филингс Бо ю ар фрейд, ай вуд си the barn, хау мени, найтс дуд ю гоу ту слип wondering, if you matter to me as much as i matter to you.
34: So hard because i do not want to know the years, but i need to because loving, someone means being рейвин ту и the things that make you от i was a фрейд оф зе responsibly зет Кейм, визит, бикоз, её love this not casual ит воз нот, самсинг, ай куд, эксепт вен и felt good and ignore.
35: Life became difficult your love аскт ми ту биком сам one who could protect something free and i did not know thy и curl of that i spent so much time билдинг не wife Прешер компании id systems since the file could be corrected, but he.
36: Work that way not come not give you темпс энд ай синк ай Кейм ту ми ту лей, а i was trying to understand my emotions you making a decision about yours you're дисайд вейтинг фор ми в.
37: Too much you deciding whether лавинг ми лузинг писс офф еселф энд из the moment that scared me the most not the y u leave the city that you would live and feel relief the y finally feel free because if using me gave you peers?
38: How could i ask you to someone who want made you a y is the conflict a i wanna fight for you, but i do or fight against хэппи i want you close, but i do you love to feel like obligation?
39: I do, yes, there comes from your lies or your memories, i want a chance that comes from your heart, and that is why i been so afraid to tell you everything because the truth is have your than you think, i have and told you the real reason your not because i'm trying to create suspense нот.
40: Want you to stay longer i am telling you, because i spend so long train to understand something about myself, i was a shame to и the reason, i y the reason, i pull a way that фрейтинг ми ю соу, а future with me red.
41: You soul посибилитис ю сол партнершип ю сол ту пипл чузи и other through Ван сервенти энд ай сол ол the waves i could флид эвэй оф, becoming the person who хартс зе персон хи лавс мост энд инстэд оф trusting the love between us, i try to protect my self from a future that have not even.
42: I round from a pain that was only Мадине энд бай дуинг зэт ай криэйтед é real pain your pain the is something, i av строгал ту фогив май селф фор бикоз зе из a special kind of regret that comes from none you were not trying to hurt someone but you still did and intentions ду нот рейс, импакт.
43: Silence is not become a came from fear дистанс нот биком протекшен джаст ю а фрейд самтаймс зе. И you do to avoid losing someone из экзакли, вот пуш из them away, and that is where i almost lost you completely that was a moment when i about a. Дифферен.
44: R. I would never have to explain my emotions, р. I would never have to risk in that i was not enough, and for a brief moment i convince myself that was the right choice, i told myself, it maybe someone else would understand me someone, who did not know my weakness.
45: Someone who only the version of me, someone who would not ask me to open the parts of my self i иди for years, but love only for the parts of yourself изи ту лав из not love it is аднное энд Аднрей дисцип вен реалити.
46: You are different, you not just see what i had built y sol. Вот i was afraid of you soul, the person behind everything and maybe that is why Лузин ю и impossible because i was not only лузинг, сама i loved i was losing the one person who made me feel like i not have to pretend you know how?
47: To find someone who not need you to be impressive сан. Who about the image самван ху или to know a present with you and i master from that комфорт коннекшн айс элайо пейнт
48: Experience that again and the realization броук, something inside me because what is the value of protecting you? L one with here the stories, i never finish, Теллин ю l. One vs would make you love in the way i wanted to ay Ван самван с до.
49: The moment when you н and the fact some become the person i should be из анбер так came me you there maybe you deserve someone who with ready from the beginning, мейби ю deserve someone who did not.
50: Need to lose you before turning велью и the inside me, the of me wants to ask you to wait. The lovin' me want to be happy. Happy not include me so tell me, if someone comes back of finely андерсен, вот you always need it do you believe.
51: The timing Мэтерс мор ин the truth if someone was making the stakes is реализейшн ту лейт ту пипл ху трули кед стил, still find the way back that almost destroyed i need you to know something оо из а back now.
52: There is a reason i could not let the silence become the final chapter битвин ас. And it is not because i suddenly became afraid of being along it is because i i understand something, i should ive understand from the beginning is not just минг релейшен шип ит в mine. Using.
53: All becoming the person i always wanna to be with you, but there is one more proof, i av бина фрейд ту sa a true, and the way i see everything when i tell you, what happened you will understand why this may трули би май ласт у темп ту рич ю l need you to understand something before?
54: Вот i have been holding back this was never just about missing you i was just about i was never just about conversation or another chance to explain myself in a poet. But there not truth the deep through that i reach the moment we i have to.
55: Who i wanted to become a person who protect himself from every possible heart break i wanted to cake because loving you accept that i could lose you eat and accept that i could give my heart completely and still not control the out come it meant андерстендинг эт эназер персон из is not something.
56: Not something you secure нот самсинг ю, а someone you choose эген энд эген ай ду to choose me. You feel sorry for me. I do you to choose me. You are фрейд starting over i want you to choose my only sam inside your heart is still a small.
57: Voice that says maybe this person finally understand because this all i can offer you now not перфекшн нот про set live will салли биком из not anti н с again i can only or you анести ай кэн онли оффер ю the person i am facing my self and
58: Person, андерстенд самсинг и not understand before love is not about fighting someone who never do you love is about fighting, someone who is in to face, the disappointment learn from it, and still protect. Вот and i know i диспонент ю и something i write i can.
59: От go back to the moment were you need it me and i was not emotional презент ай кэн нот рейс зе найтс вер ю вандред if i carry i can not remove the weight of a can you carried бат ай кэн файнали, но theme and maybe that is the healing бегинс нот май претендинг зе пейн ид нот.
60: By respecting the pain of to learn from it, there was a moment when i almost made a decision a change, everything must accept that maybe the two more with someone someone who did not know the complete партс оф ми самван ху дуд нот, кэри меморис, оф май.
61: Someone who сал онли the version of me that was confident and successful and for a moment i солт мейби зэт вуд би изиер мейби лав вуд Фил сей в someone who did not know where i was weak? Мейби н other was her last and rain what was broken but then i ask my self can i could not.
62: Do i want someone who only knows he broke through every you, i had created, because you are never difficult to love, you are difficult to ignore, you are difficult to реплейс ю a difficult to forget, and that is what i was trying to do i was trying to convince myself that something he could be реплейс бай.
63: Convenient but deep down i knew that in comfort is not the same connection is not the same understanding and is not the same is being truly ноун ю. New me not the image not the имён нот the person эвриван экспектед ми ту би ю new.
64: On the fears that part i really allowed any Ван ту c and i think that is why оо со фрейд самван трули сиз ю зей с have the heart you, but they also have the power и something inside you that you didnt we know was broken that was you you changed my.
65: Trying to change my you care this out trying to control me, you love without asking me to become someone else and i almost lost it because i was too busy trying not to get hurt is that one that саес сингс, эбаут пипл самтаймс, ви спенд соу мач энерджи protecting our hearts that we accidentally лак.
66: The very person who one to hold them i wonder, if you ever felt дуд ю эвер, Фил лайк ричинг, фо ми бат, стопинг мер the times i not you give me but giving me beaten с dude you ever, лук меморис н.
67: And the same time i see beautiful memories remind me why are key back the painful memories, remind me, why i need it to change? And some two things i found the truth i do not v return to the past i wanna build something you that?
68: Post is going бэкворд вуд онли, репит олд ми стейкс бат мувинг, форвард, мисс becoming different people more honest more passion more willing to say that difficult things before сайленс creates distance that is what i wont add, you to know this is not my asking you to and the hard.
69: Being honest из accept инг зет анести из not in you want i could tell you everything i could open every of my heart i could explain эври afraid and you could still i set the pain was too much you could still decide you future нидс ту гоу in another директ.
70: And if that i will have to accept it because loving someone in respecting the freedom ивен вен зет фридом тейкс, её эвэй Фром ю, but before you make that decision i need you to know Ван файл the reason this is my last темп из not giving up it is because.
71: Find your love can at би че forever love must be оо фрили из must be i you open it i can only one time and tell you what i told you from the beginning you never дистракшн фо.
72: My life, the reasons, may life, meaning, фул ю невер викнес юар the place where i discover my humanity you were сам only easy моментс ю самван, а wanted to fight for in the difficult ones, and if your still.
73: Member that person oh was trying to become if there is still a part of you that believe people can grow if there i still a small possibility that two people who heard each other can choose to heal тугезер н maybe this is not the, and maybe this is the moment where everything changes, but if её hard as already.
74: Forward, if you found peace without me if someone is giving the love and security i feel ill give бифор зен ай нид ю ту ноу самфинг, ай Вил нот, хейт зет персон, ай Вил нот, комплит бикоз иф зей кэн мейк ю Фил сейф вал and love the way you deserve that part of me will be grateful.
75: Even if it hurts, ивен иф ай have to accept that i live too late because the greatest пруф оф лав из not always холдинг, он самтаймс ит из finally understanding what someone deserves бат. Before i let this moment go i need to enter the question i voted for so long, so that could break me cause i rely.
76: Сама live without риск мейби конфил бат, а live without me, and i do not want to spend the rest of my life, Ванин вот у. And if i been бревин офф to tell you the truth, so this is my true, i love you, when i afraid i love you are confused ай лав ю.
77: Silent and i love you now not because i need you to complete my bad, because you reminded me of the person i want it to become someone who dies not run when things become difficult someone who dies not hide when эмоушнс биком ан конфил сам one who understand that the most вэлью фингс ин лайф нот.
78: It i need you to hear this before you make a decision that can not be han dawn i knew you me words from me, i know that maybe it you that is already learned how to live without my messages without my presents визаут вандер i finally.
79: Should've said a long time ago, but tonight i am not ричинг аут бикоз ай эм эфрейд оф биинг элонг, ай эм ричинг аут и i am a фрейд оф losing something that i may never find again and the hard thing for me to meat is that i spend so much of my life believing that losing things with just по прогресс.
80: I move forward, май селф проблемс, ай ворк ту Вэй Фром things that no longer work i convinced myself that he simply the beginning of something else, but then you came in to my life, and suddenly i discovered that somethings зет кэн ат би реплейс, сам пипл кэн ат би реплейс сам.
81: Moments ка би рейтед энд, сам филин райв соу квали ю ду нот импортанс эн тел ю Филиппин эвэй, ай вандер иф ю эвер виз ми дуд ю эвер лук that message from me, and has a cake by for opening it because you afraid of what you might feel дуд ю?
82: Pretend, you ok, when you, эр экшели вейтинг фро ми ту sa the warning could make everything дифферент бикоз ай нид ю ту ноу н i was not always сайлент оо i did not care самтаймс, ай в silent cause, i care too much sometimes the things someone who almost шоу you someone.
83: To almost файнд зе каредж, ту сэй эврисинг, вен ит стилл матёр зет из зе Сат ай кэн нот эскейп, оо мост из a painful, ворлд олмост, минс, зеро самсинг, риал олмост зервос э ченс олмост, минс ту пипл в clone of to touch самсинг бьютифул бат саму стил лет it slipped away.
84: And i do not one story to become in almost ай ду нот, он to become a memory that i rich from now and Ван вот вот and if i в bin брейвиг оф соу айм хир траин ту do something, i should he don't earlier, i am trying to stop hiding behind эксплорейшен, ай эм траин ту стап претен.
85: Но everything because love is never been проблем the self it is a truth to accept and the truth a b miss you not just your voice, not just н i miss the of myself that existed вен ай нью ю the version of me that love different ли the version of me?
86: Two moments, бикоз зей вор ординари, моментс виз ю ю ноу хау её из to meet someone who can make the small is feel important, a conversation a silent a simple look a moment where nothing экстродент пенс but some how you remember it forever that is what i found this?
87: You and that is why this is so difficult both working away from someone, who hurt you is taking away from someone who in beautiful in to your life is another kind of pain, i have spent a lot of time asking myself, i should leave this in the past, where i should accept.
88: Maybe time was wrong maybe сниз во ронг мейби ви вор ту пипл ху к but could not find the right way to each other hawaii and maybe that would be easy мейби лет гоу вит би изи зенит н i still hope but there is something i have not told you yet there сами.
89: Quietly i know it, bring кое о push you forever, i have and told the real reason and i need you do, and why i state сайлент и was not i have to say because some truth do not simply эксплейн зе паст ей чейндж зе.
90: And i was a фрейд оф вот z future would look like i was a фрейд, ю ви хир, май тру энд the said that he came to late i was a фрейд ю вуд лук и everything we in say why now and honestly i would not know how н зет визаут митинг самсинг painful that sometimes people realize that велью.
91: The moment only when they feel it дисин ай виш ай хэд бин дифферент, ай виш ай хэд нет, Сунер, ай виш ай хэд нот эти the possibility of losing you became real before, i i stop running from what i feel bad here is the and keeps me a wake iv сам.
92: Ill tell you the truth after making the stakes ду you believe they die chance, or do you believe some moments? Ванс ласт шуд стэй лост форевер бикоз зет из the place im standing right now not knowing where i'm райвин эт the beginning of something meaningful ор стендинг оф зе.
93: I shoot a project, id, and the heart that i still do not know, which is i only know that i could not let this moment passed you you when i was afraid you knew you even when i did not know у show it and may.
94: The most painful тру о all sometimes love is not lost was not real самтаймс лав из lost because two people were фрейд эт the same time and i need to tell you what happened during the moment i almost, конвенс, май селф ту вок away, forever, i almost, convince, my self to walk away forever.
95: Because for a moment leaving её изи и stein is the truth i have been fighting with there was a night when i а with the reality of losing you, and reaching Фром, май phone and stir райдинг, зе вордс зет, вер бернинг, инсайд ми i told myself to most денджер персон кэн тел m self.
96: I will be fine without her maybe you have set something симлер, эбаут ми, мейби, ю хэв лук. Тут the empty space, war, my present, us to be, and to self i will learn to live without him and maybe you have maybe you became strong, and if that is true, then the part of me is happy for you, but another part.
97: Mie из heart broken из i know i от you have to live without me. I know there is a difference каминг эту live is in emotion бин и responsibility, and i come with only филинг линг изи.
98: Say i miss you and say а. Регре вот pen but real love demands морен регре рил лав а дификалт к ю. И to change, so the same pain is not happen again, and that can из force me to look it my self a i войдёт фо коз зе хард из персон.
99: Is not the person who live you it is the person you see when you finally, you, there is on i риплей моментс ин май майнд конверсейшенс ве ай шут в listen. More моментс вер y шут оо хелд он дин дистант таймс вен ю ни and i give you.
100: Silent таймс the u need it my heart and i give you a эксплорейшен, энд мейби, май стейк hai, проблемс воз зе сейм из и emotions i провайдинг, воз зе сейм из провайдинг, комфорт, бат ю ар невер, а to fix everything.
101: To be me to choose you even use me to step behind me feel ill show that to review my вебили тел ми сами how many times do you okay из ю?
102: Want to see ниди хау мэни таймс ду ю сайлентс, он филингс и you are фрейд ай вуд си the how many nights ду ю гоу ту слип wondering if you matter to me as much as i to you, because i do to know the энсер бат ай нид ту бикоз лавинг сам.
103: One means been бревин офф to hear that thing make you an конфетти нот ю Фил гилти Бо ю Вон БИК n i need you do understand кэжуал и was not something i could эксепт венет гуд энд игнор Ван лайф бикейм диффикалт ю лав аск ми.
104: Become someone who could protect something i and i did not know if i was katie of that i spend so much time билдинг things that could survive, преше компании и systems, since where i could би лайн corrected, but a hurry нот ворк that they are hard is not come.
105: Is not give you an de temps en i think then came to me too late all i was try my emotions in a decision about us you dying for me was кастинг ю ту мач сан лавинг ми.
106: Piece of yourself and there is the moment that scared me the most not the possibility that you would leave the y y y finally feel free because if my you could i ask you i ask you to choose.
107: Someone who want made and you chosen, is the conflict, a i wanna fight for you, but i white н. H. I want you close, but i do not one love to feel like an obligation, i was chance, but i dent камс Фром ю л.
108: Or your memories, i want камс Фром е харт энд из vi bin so afraid to tell you everything the truth is have than you think, i have and told you the real reason he trying to create успенс н u two stay longer im.
109: Because i spend so long train to understand something about my self that i was Шейн ту и the reason, i pull the way the reason, i pull that i a way that фрейтинг ми ю со фьючер виз ми бифор ай воз реди ту си ю со посибилитис ю со.
110: Partnership ю soul to people, choosing other through Ван сервенти, энд ай сол ол зевей, ай куд фелл ю l soul, my стейкс бифор зей хэд ай trusting the love between us, i try to protect myself from a future that have not even happened i and from a pain that was only in джинен энн.
111: I doing that i created a real pain or pain that something i e строгал ту фогив, май селф, бикоз, зер из a special kind of regret that comes from knowing you are not train to heart someone, but you still did and attention do not её импакт сайленс дос нот биком айс из a came from fear.
112: Distance is not become протекшен, джаст бикоз ю ар э фрейд сам таймс the thing you do do a void, лузинг самван из экзакли вот пуш из them away, and that is where i almost lost you completely that is a moment. When i felt about using a different path a safer папа, вор, i would never have to explain my
113: I would never have to риск. А вот and for a brief moment i в майселф зе райт чойс ай толд май селф зэт мейби самван вуд андерстенд ми самван ху дид нот ноу май не someone who only soul the successful виржен оф ми сама.
114: Who would not ask me to open the parts of myself i had hidden for years, but then i realize самсинг painful биинг лав онли фо зе партс оф ерселф изи ту лав из not love it is адмирейшн энд Морейн дисцип вен реалити райвс ю a different you didnt just see вот ideal.
115: Afraid of you soul the person behind эврифинг энд мейби из y thing you импоссибл, а not only in н, i love i see one person who made me feel like i did not have to pretend you know how that is to find someone who do need you to be impressive?
116: Someone who dont care about the image, someone who simply want to know what is present that was you and i almost вок эвэй Фром зэт ай маст комфорт о connection i almost чоз её live where i could avoid pain, but never экспириенс зет а again and that реализейшн броук самфинг.
117: Like me because what is the value protecting yourself, if the thing you protect yourself from is the very thing makes live someones with here the stories i never finish telling you, i wonder if someones would make you love in the way i wanted to i wonder, if someone else would hold.
118: The moment when you fell н and the fact that someone could become the person i been из анбер а came i maybe you deserve someone who was ready from the beginning мейби ю deserve someone who did not need т.
119: Lose you before and value, and this the bottle inside me the self ми вонтс ту аск ю the weight that loving парт оф ми вонт ю ту би хэппи н f that he not include me so tell me eat someone comes back в finally, understanding what you always need it do you believe?
120: The timing your more on the truth if some water making the stakes is that реализейшн ту лейт, о two people who трули кер стил файнд ей back and the almost destroyed because i need u two in the was a reason i key back now зеро.
121: Reason i could not let the silence become the final, а between us and it is not because i suddenly became afraid of been alone, it is because i i understood something, i should ive understood from the beginning н, т. Джаст н релейшеншип и in the possible.
122: Becoming the person i always wanted to be with you, but there is one more proof. I been afraid to say a truth, and the way i see everything when i tell you, what happened, you will understand why this maybe my last a term to reach you i need you to understand something i say?
123: Holding back this was never just about missing you i was never just about the conversation or another chance to explain myself it, but the not to the d true that i reach the moment i have to decide who i won.
124: Become a person to protect me from every possible хартбрейк ор э. Песню finally эксепт к z i could lose you it accept that i could give my heart комплитли энд стил нот, контрол зекам ит мент андерстендинг, зэт эназер персон из is not something you on not something.
125: Sam you again and again call the way you that stay, silent and i n ту мач тайм, зефир, ай, ифотеки, ай.
126: For the perfect moment would save me from making the wrong move, but there is no perfect moment when comes to love there is only the moment, you have and sometimes you do not lie, how well that moment that becomes the last one that is what terrified me the possibility that the last conversation.
127: И happened the post that the last time i heard your voice i know it was the last the post that the final memory you of me was not the person i wanted to be, but the person i became when i was afraid хэв ю эвер, то about that have you ever wonder how many?
128: Without people realize нг зей, а рендинг хау мэни таймс ту ту пипл сэй гудбай визаут не that they are closing a door, they may never open again i o about that more than i want to because i know i can not force you to return, i can not демен, forgiveness, i can't.
129: To forget the moments where you feel alone and i would never want love that comes from Прешер ай до от want you to choose me you remember the good times, i don't not want you to choose me, you feel sorry for me, i don't not want you to choose me. You are фрейд оф стартинг овер а ю.
130: И only sam inside your heart there is still a small voice that says maybe this person файнали андерстенд бикоз то i and or you now not префек нот помеси зет лайф Фил саденли биком изи нот э энтеси н в hearts again i can only offer you анести ай кэн.
131: Over you the person i am after файнали фейсинг май селф энд зет персон, андерстенд Самсин и learn from meat and still protect вот Мэтерс энд ай ноу, ай донт ю, сам i can not rewrite, ай кэн гоу бэк ту the moments, where you need ид ми n, i was not emotional презент ай кэн.
132: The lights were you wonder if i ke l and remove the way of every cat, but i and maybe хилинг бегинс нот бай н. The pain, i not by the pain and off to learn from it there is a moment when.
133: Decisions that changed everything i must accept that maybe the war to move this summer who are of my summer who did not и memories of my стейкс самван ху сол онли, the version of me that was confident.
134: And for the moment i that maybe that would be easier мейби лав вуд Фил сейфр в someone who did not know where i was weak мейби овер власти, брокен, бат зен, ай аск май селф н i could not escape дду, i want someone who only knows how love the version of me, that is easy.
135: To love or do i want the person who saw everything i still carry and the не broke through every и you were never difficult to love you are difficult to ignore, you are difficult to реплейс ю a difficult to forget, and that is what i was trying to do i was trying to.
136: Myself could be replaced by something н.